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Apologies.

Random picture found somewhere in this computer. The three looked so young.

So on everyone's blogs, i see the amount of dread comcerning school tmrw. Why oh why, does Spore have so much emphasis on education. But 90% of the cool kids in town hate it. Come on, who does well in something they dont even enjoy doing? Talk about, work. Half the time we're forced to do them, we whine and complain. But none of the bigger people care. So everyone, it's time to listen to each other. Lets make this world a less dreadful place to be in.

I wanted to delete this blog. I was actually just about to. Not sure why i had the sudden urge to actually, i was probably sick and tired of explaining what i type about here to everyone. But yet again, if i delete the outlet of my anger, then i'll be found dead within days. Hah, joke.

Talk with Jiahui last night. Some how it's easier for me to trust her with things. Easier for me to talk to her, to tell her, and to somehow ask her what i should be doing right. Like they say, your closest friends are the ones that are a part of you. Thanks babe, the talk last night helped me out a whole lot. :D

So since the new term is up, my priorities are as follows(in random order):
1. Cheer! At least till next thursday.
2. School. Gotta catch up on whatever i've missed last term.
3. Family time. I havent seemed to be really bonding with family much. Times like this you wish your mum nagged.

Thats about all, go out less Marie Lee. My only memory of this holiday is going out and cheer. Bad start.

Last night, i couldnt sleep. I laid on my bed and thought of you.

Learn to forget.

I'm on the verge of going mad.
Dont you know how much this hurts me?

I try to do it right this time around.

I was skinnier back then really. i'm missing choir again. ): I'll have to go over to the primary school to pass Mrs Sim my uniform. The juniors are wearing it, and damn it this makes me feel so old. Meanwhile, i'm super exicted to go back tmr. Oohlala, excitement. :D Looking at that picture, i think i've grown. Loads older.

I'm going shopping with Mum later on, shopping with mummy means money and clothes. Oh seer joy. :D Didnt manage to get my bagpack ytd. I'm so sad i tell youu. ): Girlfriend by Avril Lavigne is so annoyingly cute. Haha, the video's even funnier. It's Thursday and i'm not even half way through my homework. This suckssss. !#$!!!@#

Roar! Goes the Lion.

If it hurts you, it'd hurt me three times more.

They got a lotta girls
Who know they got it goin' on
But nothing's ever a comparison to you
Now can't you see
That you're the only one I really want
And everything I need
Is everything you do

Any girl walk by, don't matter
Cause you're looking so much better
Don't ever need to get
Caught up in jealousy
She could be a super-model
Every magazine, the cover
She'll never, ever mean a thing to me

She's no you, oh, no
You give me more than I could ever want
She's no you, oh, no
I'm satisfied with the one I got
Cause you're all the girl
That I ever dreamed
She's only a picture on a magazine
She's no you, she's no you

They got a lotta girls
Who dance in all the videos
But I prefer the way you do
The way you move
You're more than beautiful
And I just wanna let you know
That all I ever need
Is what I've got with you

I just has to type out all these sweetsweet lyrics. Gahh, this song makes me want to cry i tell you. So anyway the hols have started. There's cheer loads of work and stuff. But i still make time for hanging out. (: Dad bought his new Sony MP3 from the IT fair that day. He's so obsessed i tell you, he's never ever leaving it. He's like blasting it super loudly with the gadget's so called, 'specail earphones'. I swear my dad does not act his age, getting excited over some gadget. I'D SAY, TECH-GEEK.

Goodbye, love.

POP! Goes my heart.

Hello, blog readers! I had great fun today. But i'm not gonna type it all out. I mean, who would wanna read right? They'd prolly skip the whole paragraph and read the signing off, HAWHAWHAW. Okay so anyway, we 'tanned', played with sand, and found sand in our pants. Like seriously, how do they get there? I met mum at Toapayoh Mrt today when i was on the way home, told her about my day and she said, 'Girls cry easily, they are best at that.' Like mummy?! What are you talking about?

Dont be sad YM, you deserve so so MUCH MORE. Iloveyou! And Jiaher, dont care bout what happened today. We be strong and fight the non-righteous. Yeahhh, to hell with them mann. :DD

I just felt like i was talking to myself, okay heck. Did i mention i like eating humchingbeng? It's the bomb people, like really. I dont quite know howta sepll it though, its cantonese. There's cheer tmr, St Pat's perfromance on Sunday and cheer for the rest of the week, i dont think i'll make it for cheer everyday. It's too hectic. I have so much homework for the holiday, ohgod. I dont want to do them. It's a friggin' holiday, give ME a break.

You guys should watch Music and Lyrics, it's bloody nice and romantic. : D Just the way i like it. YeahHAHAHAHAHAHA. Ohmy, it's getting late and i'm getting mad. This wont do! Ohwells, gotta choreograph some steps now.

Marie Lee, OUT!

So what do i go to school for?

ROAR! School's been a tragic bore. Results suck, teachers suck and everything in school sucks. Seriously, arent the teachers supposed to like encourage us to do better or smth? Instead of bringing us down time and time again? Ohgod, this is so annoying. So as you can see from the first few sentences of my post, today didnt go well. Flunked CAs, failed one subject so far. But the rest are just borderline passes. So guess which subject i flunked? Science. I studied so hard for crying out loud. Proves the point that hard work not necessarily pays off yeah?

Man, i hate this. Lunch with Shalyn, Rachael and Steph today. So practically throughout the whole of today we were discussing about what to wear on friday. Like over and over again. Rachael, we're all not wearing bikinis btw. :D Haha, that girl is insisting on us showing our mid-drifts. No thanks, really. Not when i'm going through this everlasting phase of my life, having the mindset that i'm ohsovery fat. I'd have to admit it sadly, i am fat. And i know that you people out there are just out to make me feel worse about myself, this time i'm way stronger. No crying, no more sudden tears. Yeah, so watch me. Watch me grow skinnier. Wayy skinnier. I can SO SO do this. Food sucks, food sucks, food sucks. Food is so disgusting and fattening. This isnt working. Oh gosh. ):
Sometimes i feel like bursting out in tears but i cant. ):

CHEER UP STEPHANIE LIAU. WE'LL BE HERE OKAY?

I dont know why youve become such a BASTARD.

Guardian Angel.

I'm bored. It's stay home sunday. Bloody youtube people dont wanna upload the last episode of Hana Kimi. I'm depressed. Lets post some pictures to keep us going!







SITI(hello Nut), keeps calling me an Ahlian. I swear and that all because i think that the Hana Kimi guy is superly hot. I'll slap her yknow. Now Siti says i'm half meenah half ahlian. I swear she cant stop teasing me. I STILL THINK THE GUY FROM HANA KIMI IS DAMN HOT LAH.

Ugh damn it! I'm obsessed! Ohgosh, yknow this isnt good at all. I have no mood for school tmrw. Someone save me, i'm SO AWFULLY SICK. And the only way for me to recover, is more Kdrama and taiwanese drama. Oh hooray! : DDDD

Dream come true.

HANA KIMI! THAT'S LIKE THE.BOMB. And besides why miss out on an ohsohot guy like Wu Chun, Wu Zun, Wu Cun. Or smth like that, i'm not too sure though. I've never been into taiwanese dramas. Cos i thought they were stupid and senseless. But something stuck me! Thats the bloody lead role's face. Omggg, how hot can he get. He's gorgeous. Like gahh. I sound so euw. Okay marie, stop.


I still think he's super hot. (Though i admit there's something wrong with his nose. Nobody's perfect right? OMGG.)

I think i flunked my CAs, too late to care, anyway. Next four days of school will be spent a slack, i dont think i'll have the mood to listen anyway. So i guess it's just awaiting wonderfull holidays for the rest of the week. : D

Have you ever felt alone? Like though youre surrounded with a thousend people, but somehow that something that's missing, makes you feel so alone. Then have you ever felt like giving everything up? Shouting to the world how you really feel inside without caring about how they think? Or maybe being the fatest girl in the world and yet leave home with the sexiet clothes and prettiest makeup, without having people say, 'Hasnt she looked in the mirror?' And having look into the mirror without saying 'Ohgod, I look fat. I shall get it changed'. Have you ever doubted yourself esteem? Have you every doubted if you were really strong enough to withstand all that the onlookers are pinpointing at you? And then again, you've never been that strong. But you were strong at hiding how you really felt inside.

Not a emo post whatsoever, just some self reflection. I'm fine, really. So dont ask yeah.